im having the worst day possible.  I just want to cry right now.  I honestly hate my life right now. All my anxiety is back and my chest hurts so bad.  i dont know whats wrong with me but i hate it. 

but he was more than good enough for me.

in a way im mad at myself for wasting my time on you, but im also happy i did and would do it again in a heart beat. too bad you’ll never be just mine. i’m done hoping for the best. 

(Source: slutlutz)

I just want to be with someone.  I want to wake up every morning to some type of message from “him” saying, “Good Morning” or even “Good Morning beautiful” if I’m lucky enough.  I want someone I can just be my crazy goofy self with.  I want car rides with us singing and dancing together.  I want to log onto Facebook and see my name is in a relationship with his name.  I want to take cute pictures.  Pictures of us smiling, kissing, laughing, and being silly.  They say theres that one person out there made just for you, but I guess I’m just so impatient.  I want to just sit at home on the couch and cuddle.  I want to go out on movie and dinner dates.  I want to walk around Disneyland holding his hand.  I want to go everywhere and anywhere holding his hand just to show off that he’s mine.  I want to be able to listen to sad love songs and not wish I had a boyfriend.  I want long phone calls that end with us falling asleep on each other.  I want to lay next to someone and just look into their eyes and smile.  I want long hugs.  I want lingering kisses and make out sessions on the couch.  I want someone who will love me even without makeup.  I want someone who will bring me around his friends and family.  I want someone to spoil and spend all my time on.  I want a boy that will make me smile every moment I talk to him.  A boy who will make me laugh when I’m down in the dumps.  A boy who will be all I think about.  A boy who will apologize if he were ever to upset me.  A boy who will stay and never leave me.  A boy who doesn’t just want to get into my pants.  I just want to be able to say, “Yes, I have an amazing boyfriend.”  I want what everyone else wants. I want love.  

(Source: roadandsea)

mileyprecious asked: follow me back? x

sorry love i dont follow anyone back :c

sorry if theyre depressing. lololol

its really frustrating liking someone -.- i havnt liked someone in a long time and now i do, but i met him on here and hes on the other side of the country.  i shouldnt like you this much.

thanks to the new & faithful followers<3